“How long’s the party been going?” Nate asked, after taking a long sip of his wine. He needed to know how much catching up he had to do. And how drunk Carrie might already be.
Carrie shrugged. “A couple of hours. Your grandmother said she had to be in bed by midnight, so she wanted an early start. And everyone just sort of...joined in.”
“She’s a party animal, my gran.” Across the room, Nate could see Moira dancing with Cyb to The Rolling Stones. Obviously Jacob’s idea of classical music.
Carrie leaned against the wall beside him, her arm pressing against his and, for what must have been the hundredth time that day, Nate cursed himself for not kissing her the night before. But he’d known he wouldn’t want to stop at kissing and, even if she’d felt the same, she’d needed to focus on her guests. Of course, the guests were gone now...
“It’s a nice idea, though. Isn’t it?” Carrie looked up at him as she spoke, and her lips distracted him from answering for a moment. “The party, I mean.”
Nate cleared his throat, and looked back over the collection of drinking and dancing Seniors. “Great idea.” He couldn’t remember whose it had been, exactly, although it might even have been Carrie’s.
“I just wanted to do something to say thank you to them for all their help.” She bit her lower lip and Nate found he really couldn’t care less about anyone else in the room.
“I’m sure they appreciate it,” he managed, finally.
“I just hope they enjoy it.”
Nate looked out and saw Cyb and Moira dancing around Stan. “I don’t think you have to worry about that. As long as you laid on enough Campari, you should be fine.”
Carrie looked up at him again, and Nate felt his heart clunk to a stop at the look in her eyes. “Then you don’t think they’d notice if we disappeared for a little while?”
“Disappear?” The word almost choked him.
Carrie nodded. “There’s something I’ve been dying to do.” And with one last glance across the room, she grabbed his hand, surprising strength in her small grip, and dragged him through the door he’d just entered.
There weren’t many ways to interpret the fact she took him to the bridal suite, Nate thought. Carrie had giggled all the way up the stairs, something he’d never heard her do before. In fact, the Carrie he saw that evening was so totally unlike the one who had inhabited the Avalon for the last month, he didn’t know what to make of her.
She paused again in the open doorway, and Nate’s eye couldn’t help but be drawn to the huge double bed in the centre of the room. This couldn’t possibly be what it appeared to be. Could it?
“There’s something I’ve wanted to do ever since I found you making this bed.” Carrie’s voice was low and too husky for a whisper. And her hand still curled around his.
Nate swallowed. Hard. “What’s that?”
Carrie gave him a wicked smile, dropped his hand and raced into the bridal suite. “Bounce on it,” she said, and leapt onto the mattress.
With a long, slow blink, Nate smiled. “That could be fun.” And considerably more comfortable than an awkward drunken seduction.
Grinning, Nate bounded up to join her, and missed seeing the pillow Carrie wielded until it was too late.
* * * *
Carrie smiled down at Nate where he lay in a pillow-felled heap on the oversized mattress. “Having fun yet?”
“You said bounce,” Nate answered, rubbing his forehead. “I think I’ve been lured here under false pretences.”
Somewhere under the gentle hum of wine running through her veins, limbs and brain, Carrie knew leading Nate up to the inn’s most romantic room probably looked like false pretences in itself, but she couldn’t bring herself to care. Uncle Patrick had booked. Everything was going to be okay. And if she wanted to celebrate with a pillow fight, well, she was bloody well entitled. “Can’t take it, huh?”
Nate raised an eyebrow at her, then, without warning, shot out a hand and grabbed her calf, tugged her onto the mattress beside him and whacked a pillow into her middle. “Oh, I can take it.”
Carrie grabbed one of the tiny decorative pillows Cyb had scrounged up from somewhere and sewed extra ribbons on. It was too small and delicate to make any real impact, but she got some pleasure from whacking Nate on the head with it anyway.
They lay in silence for a moment, both breathing harder than Carrie thought their exertions really warranted. Perhaps she’d drunk more than she’d realised. It took surprising effort to concentrate on breathing, focus on slowing the in and out, the draw and release. But once she got the hang of it, it was really very peaceful.
“Have you fallen asleep?” Nate asked, not particularly quietly. “Because if you snore, I’m kicking you out.”
Carrie’s eyes flashed open, and she turned on her side to face him. He was clearly expecting just that response, as a lazy smile waited for her, spread across his face. “I don’t snore.”
“Are you sure?”
“Are you offering to find out?” Carrie regretted the words even as she spoke them. Nate’s smile slipped, just a bit, and the inch of space he managed to create between them just by shifting his muscles felt like miles. “I’m sorry. I didn’t...”
“You’re drunk,” Nate said, looking away.
Carrie rolled her eyes. “I’ve had one and a half glasses of wine. I was drunker last time you kissed me. And anyway, that’s not the point.”
He seemed to have relaxed a bit at her words, Carrie realised. He even managed a small smile as he asked, “Do you remember the point?”
“I was joking.” Carrie poked him in the chest to emphasize her point. “Don’t worry, I didn’t drag you up here to sully your virtue or lead you astray.”
Nate shifted onto his side until he faced her, and when Carrie caught his gaze in the moonlight, she started to wonder if that wasn’t exactly why she’d brought him up there.
“So, why am I here?” Nate asked, so close now she could feel his breath on her face, warm and sweet from wine.
Downstairs, the pounding of the speakers had stopped, and Carrie could hear singing. No one would miss them any time soon, she was sure.
So she took her time, and considered her answer carefully, before finally admitting, “I’m not sure.”
Nate didn’t push her, didn’t ask more, and somehow his silence gave her the confidence to go on. “I just... I felt strange down there at the party. Not really a part of it, I suppose.”
“Peril of being the boss,” Nate suggested softly.
Carrie wrinkled her nose. “Maybe. But...I think it’s more than that.”
“You don’t think you belong here.” And, as simple as that, Nate expressed the secret fear Carrie had been trying to ignore, ever since Nancy left her the Avalon Inn.
“This is Nancy’s place. You’re all Nancy’s friends.”
“We’re your friends, too.” Nate rested his hand on her waist, his fingers long enough to almost reach around to her spine. The heat from his palm through the thin silk of her dress mesmerised her. “If you’ll have us.”
Carrie focused on the warmth spreading