Three days previously, a girl called Sarah Becker had been sitting on a bench on 3rd Street Promenade in Santa Monica, California. She was listening to a minidisc, on a player she’d received for her fourteenth birthday. She had printed out a neat little label on the computer at home, and her name and address were stuck to the back of the player, fixed with invisible tape to prevent the ink from wearing off. While she’d hated to compromise the machine’s sleek brushed chrome, she disliked the idea of losing it even more. When the player was found, it emerged that the album she’d been listening to was Generation Terrorists, by a British band called the Manic Street Preachers. Except, as Sarah knew, you called them The Manics. The band wasn’t big at her school, which was one of the reasons she listened to them. Everybody else mooned over feisty pop princesses and insipid boy bands, or else bobbed their heads while some hip-hop yahoo bellowed last year’s slang over someone else’s tune from the safety of a walled compound in Malibu. Sarah preferred music that sounded as if, somewhere down the line, someone had meant something by it. She supposed it was her age. At fourteen, you weren’t a kid any more. Not these days, and not by a long shot. Not in LA. Not here in 2002. It was taking a while for her parents to come up to speed, but even they knew it was so. In their own ways they were getting used to the idea, like Neanderthals warily watching the first Cro-Magnons coming whistling over the rise.
At the end where she was sitting, by the fountain opposite the Barnes and Noble, the Promenade was pretty empty by this time in the evening. A few people came and went from the bookstore, and you could see others through the two-storey plate-glass window: leafing intently through magazines and books, geeking out over computer specs or scouring for magic spells in screenwriting manuals. Her family had gone on a two-week vacation to London, England, the year before, and she’d been baffled at the indigenous bookstores. They were utterly weird. They just had, like, books. No café, no magazines, no washrooms even. Just rows and rows of books. People picked them up, bought them, then went away again. Her mom had seemed to believe this was cool in some way, but Sarah thought it was one of the few things she’d seen about England that really sucked. Eventually they’d found a big new Borders, and she’d fallen upon it, discovering The Manics at one of the listening posts. British bands were cool. The Manics were especially cool. London was cool in general. That was that.
She sat, head nodding in approval as the singer loudly proclaimed himself a ‘damned dog’, and watched down the Promenade. Down the other end of the three-block pedestrianized zone was mainly restaurants. Her father had dropped her off twenty minutes before, and would be coming to pick her up at nine sharp – a once-monthly occurrence. She was supposed to be meeting her friend Sian at the Broadway Deli. They were ladies who dined. The supper club had been the brainchild of Sian’s mom, who was adapting to her daughter’s adolescence by throwing open all the doors she could find, for fear that leaving the wrong one closed might ruin their special relationship. Sarah’s mother had gone along with it pretty easily: partly because everyone tended to go along with Monica Williams, but also because Zoë Becker was sufficiently in contact with her younger self to realize how much she’d have liked to have done the same at her age. Sarah’s father had occasional right of veto, however, and for a long, bad moment she thought he was going to exercise it. A few months prior there had been a spate of gang-related killings, part of the seasonal undertow of corporate restructuring in the crack industry. But eventually, after proposing and reaching agreement on a battery of precautionary measures – including dropping and picking her up at closely defined times and places, demonstration of a fully-charged cellular battery, and a recitation of the key common-sense means of avoiding the chaotic intrusion of the fates – he’d agreed. It was now part of the social calendar.
Problem was, when they’d pulled up this evening, Sian hadn’t been standing on the corner. Michael Becker craned his neck, peering up and down the street.
‘So where is the legendary Ms Williams?’ he muttered, fingers drumming on the wheel. Something was bitched with the series he was developing on the Warner lot, and he was big-time stressed: heavy calm spiked with jumpiness. Sarah wasn’t sure exactly what the problem was, but knew her father’s credo that there were an infinite number of ways for things to go wrong in The Business, and only one way of them going right. She had seen proposals and drafts for the show’s pilot episode, and he’d even picked her brains over a few things, gauging her reaction as part of the potential target audience. Actually, and to her slight surprise, Sarah had thought the series sounded pretty cool. Better than Buffy or Angel, in fact. She privately thought Buffy herself was kind of a pain, and that the older English guy didn’t sound half as much like Hugh Grant as he seemed to think. Or look enough like him, either. The heroine in Dark Shift was more self-contained, less showy, and less prone to whining. She was also, though Sarah didn’t realize this, loosely based on Michael Becker’s daughter.
‘There she is,’ Sarah had said, pointing up the way.
Her father frowned. ‘I don’t see her.’
‘Yeah, look – up under that streetlight, outside Hennessy and Ingels.’
At that moment some asshole blared his horn behind them, and her father swung his head to glare ominously out of the back windshield. He almost never got angry within the family, but he could sometimes lay it on the outside world. Sarah knew, having recently covered it in school, that this was a pecking order thing, hierarchy being established in the asphalt jungle – but she was privately nervous that one of these days her dad would choose to assert his will with the wrong naked ape. He didn’t seem to realize that fathers could antagonize the fates, too, or that age made little difference to the vehemence of their retribution.
She opened the door and hopped out. ‘I’ll run over,’ she said. ‘It’s fine.’ Michael Becker watched tight-mouthed as the impatient guy in the LeBaron pulled out around them.
Then he turned, and his face changed. For a moment he didn’t look like he had story arcs and demographics running behind his eyes, as if he saw the world through a grid of beat lists and foreign residuals. He just looked tired, in need of some hot caffeine, and like her dad.
‘See you later,’ Sarah said, with a wink. ‘Have a heart attack on the way home.’
He looked at his watch. ‘Haven’t got the time. Maybe a little prostate trouble instead. Nine o’clock?’
‘On the dot. I’m always early. It’s you who’s late.’
‘As if. Nokkon, little lady.’
‘Nokkon, Dad.’ She shut the door and watched him pull back into traffic. He waved at her, a little salute, and then he was gone: swallowed back into an interior world, at the mercy of people who bought words by the yard and never knew what they wanted until it was already in syndication. As she watched him disappear, Sarah knew one thing for sure – The Business wasn’t getting her for a sweetheart.
Sian hadn’t been under the lamppost, of course. Sarah had only pretended, to help her father on his way, so he could get home and back to work. She continued to not be there for another ten minutes, and then Sarah’s phone rang.
It was Sian. She was currently standing by her mom’s car on Sunset, and just about annoyed enough to spit. Sarah could hear Sian’s mother in the background, imperiously letting off steam at some hapless mechanic, who’d probably seen mother and daughter in distress and developed visions of his own real-life porno film. Sarah hoped he now realized that not only was this not going to happen, but if he didn’t get the car fixed pronto he’d be a dead man.
Either way, Sian wasn’t going to make it. Which left Sarah in a quandary. Her father wouldn’t be home yet, and when he pulled into the drive he’d be a vortex of bullet points and plot fixes, maybe already on the phone to his partner, Charles Wang, conjuring ways to pull the project back into the comfort zone. There was some big deal breakfast meeting with the studio the next morning, a make-or-break powwow over decaf and cholesterol-free omelettes. She knew her father dreaded that kind of meeting most of all, because he never ate breakfast and hated having to pretend he did, toying with toast to avoid fiddling with the silverware. She didn’t want him to get any more stressed than he already