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its feigning counterpart

      That is the brain’s betrayal of

      The simple purposes of love;

      And what yet sorrier decline

      Is theirs when, eager to confine

      No more within the silent brain

      Its habit, thought seeks birth again

      In speech, as honesty has done

      In thought; then even what had won

      From heart to brain fades and is lost

      In this pretended pentecost,

      This their forlorn captivity

      To speech, who have not learnt to be

      Lords of the word, nor kept among

      The sterner climates of the tongue …

      So truth is in their hearts, and then

      Falls to confusion in the brain,

      And, fading through this mid-eclipse,

      It perishes upon the lips.

      I think how year by year I still

      Find working in my dauntless will

      Sudden timidities that are

      Merely the echo of some far

      Forgotten tyrannies that came

      To youth’s bewilderment and shame;

      That yet a magisterial gown,

      Being worn by one of no renown

      And half a generation less

      In years than I, can dispossess

      Something my circumspecter mood

      Of excellence and quietude,

      And if a Bishop speaks to me

      I tremble with propriety.

      I think how strange it is that he

      Who goes most comradely with me

      In beauty’s worship, takes delight

      In shows that to my eager sight

      Are shadows and unmanifest,

      While beauty’s favour and behest

      To me in motion are revealed

      That is against his vision sealed;

      Yet is our hearts’ necessity

      Not twofold, but a common plea

      That chaos come to continence,

      Whereto the arch-intelligence

      Richly in divers voices makes

      Its answer for our several sakes.

      I see the disinherited

      And long procession of the dead,

      Who have in generations gone

      Held fugitive dominion

      Of this same primrose pasturage

      That is my momentary wage.

      I see two lovers move along

      These shadowed silences of song,

      With spring in blossom at their feet

      More incommunicably sweet

      To their hearts’ more magnificence,

      Than to the common courts of sense,

      Till joy his tardy closure tells

      With coming of the curfew bells.

      I see the knights of spur and sword

      Crossing the little woodland ford,

      Riding in ghostly cavalcade

      On some unchronicled crusade.

      I see the silent hunter go

      In cloth of yeoman green, with bow

      Strung, and a quiver of grey wings.

      I see the little herd who brings

      His cattle homeward, while his sire

      Makes bivouac in Warwickshire

      This night, the liege and loyal man

      Of Cavalier or Puritan.

      And as they pass, the nameless dead,

      Unsung, uncelebrate, and sped

      Upon an unremembered hour

      As any twelvemonth fallen flower,

      I think how strangely yet they live

      For all their days were fugitive.

      I think how soon we too shall be

      A story with our ancestry.

      I think what miracle has been

      That you whose love among this green

      Delightful solitude is still

      The stay and substance of my will,

      The dear custodian of my song,

      My thrifty counsellor and strong,

      Should take the time of all time’s tide

      That was my season, to abide

      On earth also; that we should be

      Charted across eternity

      To one elect and happy day

      Of yellow primroses in May.

      The clock is calling five o’clock,

      And Nonesopretty brings her flock

      To fold, and Tom comes back from town

      With hose and ribbons worth a crown,

      And duly at The Old King’s Head

      They gather now to daily bread,

      And I no more may meditate

      Our brief and variable state.

      PENANCES

      These are my happy penances. To make

      Beauty without a covenant; to take

      Measure of time only because I know

      That in death’s market-place I still shall owe

      Service to beauty that shall not be done;

      To know that beauty’s doctrine is begun

      And makes a close in sacrifice; to find

      In beauty’s courts the unappeasable mind.

      LAST CONFESSIONAL

      For all ill words that I have spoken,

      For all clear moods that I have broken,

      For all despite and hasty breath,

      Forgive me, Love, forgive me, Death.

      Death, master of the great assize,

      Love, falling now to memories,

      You two alone I need to prove,

      Forgive me, Death, forgive me, Love.

      For every tenderness undone,

      For pride when holiness was none

      But only easy charity,

      O Death, be pardoner to me.

      For stubborn thought that would not make

      Measure of love’s thought for love’s sake,

      But kept a sullen difference,

      Take, Love, this laggard penitence.

      For cloudy words too vainly spent

      To prosper but in argument,

      When truth stood lonely at the gate,

      On