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Автор: Наталья Филатова
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Год издания: 2023
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потерять… себя.

      "Жизнь прекрасна", – в который раз твердила я, кончиком языка слизывая слезу, предательски убегающую из глаза. Горьковато – солёная. Вот почему говорят горечь печали.

      Недавно смогла примириться с уходом мамы, и вот опять. Серый страх через кончики пальцев вползает и растекается по всему телу. Хочется кричать: "Почему? За что?". С трудом смогла уйти от этих мыслей, потихоньку вытаскивая себя из болота отчаяния.

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