Lapis lazuli thread. Collection of poems. Konstantin Konstantinovich Lubchonok

I am destined to be in this world

                        Only as your faithful sweet slave,

                        But not as your beloved soul.

                        Spring 2018

      Forgive me

                                 Forgive me, my love,

                                 I have tried more than once to forget

                                 Everything that was between us,

                                 But I don't have the strength to do it.

                                 With you, I have become not myself —

                                 I have become softer and more vulnerable

                                 The masks that I have worn for so

                                 Long have all come off at once.

                                 My pride is my mate,

                                 It has become not a destiny with you,

                                 Because only you alone have managed

                                 To see the truth in me.

                                 Forgive me for my selfishness,

                                 For not being so patient.

                                 But I am besotted with you,

                                 Your beautiful soul.

                                 Spring 2018

      In the distance

                            My love for you is strong,

                            But you couldn't accept it.

                            And dying again and again —

                            I pray, for once don't push me away.

                            I have told you more than once

                            That I am ready to ruin myself,

                            That I am ready to give everything

                            For one of your warm looks.

                            I remember your lips touching,

                            I remember your playful hands,

                            Alas, not wanting me.

                            Is this the end for me?

                            The fire of hope will not fade,

                            Faith in faith will not lose,

                            Because I am sure of one thing —

                            A little, but I was loved.

                            Spring 2018

      Life path

                            You are not only able to resurrect,

                            But also cool to kill.

                            It is both a curse and a gift,

                            But I do not know what it promises.

                            Your life is a thorny path,

                            The sea is a sea of difficult trials.