Matt Haig is the number one bestselling author of Reasons to Stay Alive and six highly acclaimed novels for adults, including How to Stop Time, The Humans and The Radleys. As a writer for children and young adults he has won the Blue Peter Book Award, the Smarties Book Prize and has been nominated three times for the Carnegie Medal. His work has been published in over forty languages. @matthaig1 matthaig.com
ALSO BY MATT HAIG
The Last Family in England
The Dead Fathers Club
The Possession of Mr Cave
The Radleys
The Humans
Humans: An A-Z
How to Stop Time
Notes on a Nervous Planet
CANONGATE
Published in Great Britain in 2015 by Canongate Books Ltd,
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Extract from Notes on a Nervous Planet copyright © Matt Haig, 2018
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Contents
A note, before we get fully under way
Why depression is hard to understand
A conversation across time – part one
Things people say to depressives that they don’t say in other life-threatening situations
Feeling the rain without an umbrella
A visit
Boys don’t cry
Cherry blossom
Unknown unknowns
The brain is the body – part one
Psycho
Jenga days
Warning signs
Demons
Existence
Things you think during your first panic attack
Things you think during your 1,000th panic attack
The art of walking on your own
A conversation across time – part two
Reasons to stay alive
Love
How to be there for someone with depression or anxiety
An inconsequential moment
Things that have happened to me that have generated more sympathy than depression
Life on Earth to an alien
White space
The Power and the Glory
Paris
Reasons to be strong
Weapons
Running
The brain