In memory of Mary McIntosh
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‘Last orders, please!’ Mr Baker called, ringing the bell at the bar.
His daughter June sighed as she finished pulling a pint of Ansells for one of the Irish labourers who were in Birmingham working for the war effort. Not long now, she thought, glancing up at the clock on the wall, which read five to ten. The hordes of drinkers were already well past merry, and she was exhausted from being on her feet all evening after a long day at work.
At the other end of the bar, she could see her dad’s short, stubby arms gesticulating as he recounted one of his favourite stories, prompting a group of regulars to burst into raucous laughter. Mr Baker had only been running the Lister Tavern for a couple of years, after leaving his job making parts for tanks at the Austin car factory, but it was clear that he had found his vocation, and he loved holding court with the punters. At the pub, he was also perfectly placed to conduct his various black-market deals – down in the cellar, secret stashes of anything from petrol to ladies’ coats could often be found amid the beer barrels.
Mrs Baker tottered over in her high heels. With her flaming red hair and ostentatious hat – one of many she owned – she had an air of faded glamour about her. ‘Pour me another brandy and soda, love,’ she said, holding out her glass. June did as she was told, then watched her mother totter off again. Mrs Baker had a tendency to overindulge – not helped by the fact that the punters often bought her drinks. She always described herself as the last of the party girls, and June had often heard stories about her days as a flapper in the Twenties.
Both June’s parents were outgoing, gregarious types – as was her younger sister Pam – and June often wondered how they had ended up with such a shy daughter as herself. She was a delicate girl, just five foot three, with a porcelain complexion and a rounded, doll-like face, and she barely looked her sixteen years. She didn’t feel she had the thick skin required for pub life.
One of the Irishmen came up to buy another round of beers, and June began pulling the pints, doing her best to resist his attempts to draw her into conversation. She took the man’s money and went to get the change out of the till, but when she put it in his hand, he eyed it suspiciously.
‘You’ve given me the wrong change here,’ he complained.
‘I don’t think so,’ June replied quietly.
‘Are you calling me a liar, now?’ he demanded.
‘No, I –’
‘Well, count it again then!’ he shouted, throwing the coins back at her.
Her eyes pricking with tears, June scrambled around on the floor trying to pick up the money, but by the time she stood up again the man had already wandered off with his drinks.
To her relief her father bellowed, ‘Time at the bar, gentlemen!’ and June gratefully fled upstairs to her bedroom. She wished she never had to work in the pub again.
June’s parents had met through their mutual love of dance, and they had cut quite a figure together. With his dramatic nature, Mr Baker favoured the tango, while Mrs Baker preferred the charleston. She was crazy about her husband, but he had always had a wandering eye and often complained to June, ‘If it hadn’t been for you coming along, I never would have married your mother.’ Mrs Baker, meanwhile, wasn’t exactly maternal, and June often wondered if she had wanted children herself.
June couldn’t have been more different from her parents. From her earliest years, she had known exactly what she wanted in life – to be a housewife and mother. She longed for a home of her own, and as a child she had set up a hidey house in the shed where her father kept his tools, putting up some lace curtains donated by her grandmother and taking her dinner out there every night to eat alone at a little makeshift table and chairs. She adored babies, and her most precious possession was a china doll given to her by Grandma Baker, complete with real baby’s christening clothes. As she grew older, June would beg the neighbourhood mums to let her take their children out in their prams, and walked with them for hours, pretending they were hers.
Perhaps her love of babies stemmed from having lost a little brother, Derek, to pneumonia when she was just four years old. Her earliest memory was watching from a neighbour’s window as her parents disappeared into a big black car, and being told that they were going to her brother’s funeral. Derek’s death had come during the Great Depression, at a time when the Bakers were struggling to make ends meet. When the girls’ shoes wore out, their father had made soles for them out of cardboard, since there had been no money for new ones. He had taken all manner of odd jobs, including a stint as the doorman at the Odeon, and would sometimes sneak his daughters into the matinees. June grew up loving the glamorous world of the Hollywood movies, which provided an escape from the grim reality of life in 1930s Birmingham.
June had been twelve when war broke out, and suddenly school days were punctuated by drill practice, and meals reduced to dreary rounds of beans on toast and spam, thanks to rationing. She and her sister Pam were evacuated to Wales, where they stayed with a family who only spoke Welsh – as did their new schoolmates, who excluded them completely. ‘Dad, please come and get me – I don’t like it here!’ June had begged in her letters home, and eventually Mr Baker had reclaimed his