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Автор: Deborah Noyes
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       Captivity

       ALSO BY DEBORAH NOYES

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       Captivity

       DEBORAH NOYES

      This is a work of fiction. The names, characters, places and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

      Unbridled Books

      Copyright © 2010 by Deborah Noyes

       All rights reserved. This book, or parts thereof,

       may not be reproduced in any form without permission.

      Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

      Noyes, Deborah.

       Captivity / Deborah Noyes.

      p. cm.

      ISBN 978-1-936071-63-0

      1. Fox, Margaret, 1833–1893—Fiction.

      2. Spiritualism—Fiction. I. Title.

      PS3614.O975C37 2010

      813’.6—dc22

      2009053813

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      Book Design by SH • CV

      First Printing

       For M.G.

       Captivity

       PART ONE Fate

       The twelvemonth and a day being up, The dead began to speak: “Oh who sits weeping on my grave, And will not let me sleep?”

      · TRADITIONAL ·

       1 Machinations

       march 31, 1848

       Rochester, new York

      A bell is tolling for me, Clara thinks, awakened in her chair by the wind. Or in spite of me. For weeks now she’s listened into the creaking strangeness of the old house she shares with her father, a roused house. She’s tracked footfalls and merry whispering behind closed doors. But tonight, in the clamor of dusting and meddling downstairs, she hears at last the death of something. She understands that to be as she was before—to barely be—will not be tolerated.

      The same rude wind that seized her curtain with a snap, startling her awake, holds her at the window. She rests her forearms on the sill, her nose twitching like a fox’s. Out there, all is bluster and agitation. Flailing laundry haunts the lines, and if carriages are arriving round front, she can’t hear them for the wind; beyond alley rows and back gardens, it propels anything light and loose along the roadways. Ash-can covers clank, and a raccoon makes its furtive, clumsy way down the neighbors’ rain vent. Clara watches with delight as the animal shimmies, curling like a flag at low mast before lighting on its haunches in Matilda Frye’s winter garden. Then it pads out of sight into the outer wilds of Rochester.

      It was unseasonably warm earlier, almost sultry, so she let the fire die, opened her bedroom windows, and drowsed in her chair, soothed by the good smells of river and thawing mud. She forgot for a time the mean truth: that the parlor downstairs will soon be full of strangers.

      Father has broken their pact. He’s betrayed her to that Widow Bray, who now “advises” him on domestic matters, it seems, though Clara has managed to run their modest household these twenty years past. Worse, by requesting her presence at his gathering, he has forced Clara to refuse. He has made his grown daughter publicly defy him, an agony for both.

      Delicacy is not the widow’s strong suit.

      Clara wouldn’t begrudge her father a companion, a helpmeet, but let him steer that helpmeet—machinations and all—away from her. Isn’t that understood? Clara’s never had with maids underfoot, and Father eats at his club; no need for a cook. In fact, since the unpleasantness in Philadelphia, they haven’t hired in at all.

      How then is this house, Clara’s only refuge, lately, incredibly, crawling with strangers?

      Closing the shutters, she turns her thoughts to horses. If carriages must intrude at the front gate—and by now, they must have—there will be horses. Black and bay, dapple and gray, all the pretty little horses, swinging their glossy manes. But there will also be coachmen setting out carriage steps for ladies in ringlets and hoops and shawls. Doors will open and close, and open.

      And they do.

      Little by little, the lower story fills with voices.

      Clara knows how sound inhabits every room of this house. She knows what board squeaking signifies what stance and where her father is at any given moment and whether he’s in boots or slippers. Her ears are like spies and travel out, fan out an army and return with intelligence.

      But this is cacophony.

      Clara smooths the folds of her wrinkled morning gown and slips out into the upstairs hall, easing the door closed behind her.

      She moves slowly at first, calmly, until her hip bumps a table, knocking some knickknack to the carpet, and she spooks like a horse in a narrow stall. Her bare toes curl in defense, but she doesn’t pause. Her hands trail over oval frames and carved wainscoting.

      If she could she would stop the voices, the laughter, rising round her like bars. Her breath is feathery, her life a crushed bird. Who are these people? Who’s playing the square piano—unplayed all these years? Who thought to tune it and unseat the dust? Not Father.

      Why has he exposed her this way? He owes Clara her privacy, and more. What else does she have? What more could she want? To die, maybe, or live. To leave the place between.

      For nearly two decades, her entire adult life, the place between has served. It has been Clara’s habit and shelter, her home, and now it’s under siege by progressive ladies in clip bonnets and cross-barred silk. She knows the crowd well enough, if secondhand; to keep his recluse up on the world’s passing, Father gives regular updates on the doings in his social circle. Clutching the banister, Clara listens, but she can’t distinguish voices in the cheerful din or find her father’s. He speaks so softly.

      As if she might yet descend and make her entrance, Clara smooths her simple skirts—no hoops for her, no boning, no bother—and plunks down on the top step. She lurks long in that dim stairwell in a gown the same tired shade as the marmalade cat (a feral tom who sometimes graces them … like her, he’s found himself exiled upstairs) now purring and stabbing his front paws lustily into her thighs. Wild-haired and bare-footed and with Will at her back—near enough to feel but never near enough—Clara gives the tom the rough strokes he craves. Spotting a dribble of tea on her bodice, she sees herself as her father’s guests might now, given a candle and a chance, as a mad, furtive creature, a truth best hidden.

      She cranes into the gaping air, and the dark is dizzying. Strains of conversation emerge, now that the tinkling piano has ceased: someone has been to a thrilling lecture by Margaret Fuller … Seneca and abolitionism … capital punishment … prejudice against the poor and the Irish … asylum conditions and hygiene …

      Clara