Natalia Esenina
© Natalia Esenina, 2019
ISBN 978-5-4496-4783-2
Created with Ridero smart publishing system
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At the end of the journey in search of yourself everything will fall into place. As a result, all that needs to be found is a completely new beginning, it is a pointer on the soul map
Starting right from this moment, I will try to find what every person has, but not everyone can find it.
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Even independent people who travel through life, focusing on a hand-drawn map, sometimes get lost and lost in the fog of thoughts: «The path I follow seems to be not my path at all.»
But to stop following this path or to find your own lacks courage.
From despair, continuing to walk in the wrong direction, there is discomfort in the soul and body; and the more time passes, the more it is felt.
And if you no longer have the strength to endure this discomfort, then the moment has come when you need to draw a map of your own path.
«You are not selfish, you are independent»
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I hate the phrase «never give up.» give up even good, if, of course, we are not talking about life as such. but I’m not saying that you should always give up easily. if there is a desired goal, you need to try and try to do everything possible. just like that, challenging your dream a couple of times, if nothing happens, you can safely give up.
surrender is also normal. because life is not the only one
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I did not follow the weather forecast.
Out of the house, and if one or two drops fell,
wet in the rain, I went to the nearest convenience store and bought a vinyl umbrella;
And, not knowing what has already become warmer,
I wore a winter down jacket and went to work.
But for some time I, of course,
I watch closely the forecasts, down to the level of dust in the air.
In summer, when it is hot, even with short sleeves,
I had a habit of taking with me a warm sweatshirt and an umbrella.
When your air conditioner is too cold,
I think, do not overshadow me;
When the pouring rain suddenly started,
I think, if you lend you your umbrella…
You cheated on me.
on a rainy day
single umbrella
gave you
And I got wet to the skin.
So why is the heart so warm and cozy?
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This is my personal revelation, which has been stored in me for the past few months. I also think that you will take a lot for yourself by reading it.
After receiving «Prometheus» (the icon of the fire for the uniqueness of the community) in August 2018, too many texts similar to berry tea began to appear. For me, a person who is looking for uniqueness in everything and tries to stand out, this, naturally, has greatly influenced. I had to change the design in this text, because I simply cannot bear the resemblance to the others, I am such a person.
And so it began: changing the design, then the subject, in general, berry tea fails a second time (the first time, when tea moved out of 100,000 words), but I did not give up and believed that I could come up with something new and interesting.
For the past few months, I have been ticking berry tea. Just because I did not want to upset those who once trusted me and saw this text. I still experimented with the design, but the management of this template tex itself did not give me the same pleasure.
And now closer to the point.
As you have already noticed, lately, to start drawing a lot de where they don’t know you, and even those who haven’t heard about you, and this is what returned my former interest in berry tea. I also began to write as before.
I came to the conclusion that in this life everything must be done by itself. Draw, write, compose music whenever possible. Uniqueness, damn it, break everything and everyone.
For a whole year I could not find a new avatar for berry tea (I had this house already in my liver, although it was good). Who would have thought that I myself can create the most wonderful avatar for my community?
The moral here is that while you look into the distance and look for miracles there, they are sitting inside you. And in general, I will never stop repeating that every person is like a treasure chest – the best is inside him, and not around him. Need to start with yourself.
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The professor said that it was more difficult for people who never read fairy tales to cope with life than those who read. They do not have the experience of wandering through dense forests, meetings with strangers who respond to kindness with kindness, there is no knowledge that is acquired in the community of donkey skin, a cat in boots and a resistant tin soldier. I am not talking about direct moralizing, but about more subtle lessons. About those that infiltrate into the subconscious and create a moral character and human structure. About those who learn to win and trust. And maybe even love.
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«Fall in love in 4 minutes»
Artur Aron is a psychologist who conducted a terrific experiment 20 years ago.
In his laboratory, he invited previously unfamiliar man and woman, whom he offered to answer 36 questions. People had to speak sincerely, empathizing with each other. After discussing the issues, the couple looked at each other for 4 minutes. It’s amazing what happened then – after six months, these people decided to get married.
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