Memoir
Kamila Niyazova
© Kamila Niyazova, 2024
ISBN 978-5-0062-2575-6
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The Road to God: Chronicles of a Former Witch
You will understand how reality borders on the spiritual world. What influence does magic, fantasies, unfulfilled hopes have on our lives? Face your fears and fight them not only spiritually but also physically. And most importantly, prophecies from which it is impossible to escape. What did Nikara’s despair lead to? And what conclusions did she draw for herself? Relive these scary moments with the main character.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
I express my gratitude to each of you who decided to share this story with the main character. Blessings and peace to you and your home! Miracles happen, believe me, the most important miracle and gift of God is just about to happen. The rapture of the living, but changed, into the Kingdom of the Lord Jesus Christ. This will happen before the Great Tribulation. The main thing is to believe, wait and prepare. You and your home are the Chosen Ones, as are the others to whom you show mercy by sharing this message. God is Love, Mercy and Forgiveness, these feelings are a Gift to you and me, as well as the Salvation of the soul, as well as the Rapture!
Bible: The Rapture
I tell you a secret: we will not all die, but we will all change suddenly, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet; For the trumpet will sound, and the dead will rise incorruptible, and we will be changed. For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal must put on immortality. 1 Corinthians 15:51—53
For we say this to you by the word of the Lord, that we who are alive and remain until the coming of the Lord will not warn those who have died, because the Lord Himself will come down from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the Archangel and the trumpet of God, and the dead in Christ will rise first; Then we who are left alive will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air, and so we will always be with the Lord. Therefore, comfort one another with these words. 1 Thessalonians 4:15—18
After this I heard in heaven a loud voice as if of a large people, saying: Hallelujah! Salvation, and glory, and honor, and strength to our Lord! For His judgments are true and righteous. Revelation 19:1—2
Blessed are those who are invited to the marriage supper of the Lamb. And he said to me: these are the true words of God. Revelation 19:9
You can even familiarize yourself with the Bible, the Word of God itself, online, in Internet resources, for free.
CHAPTER 1
Life before magic
Nikara was born into a large family. She was originally from Kazakhstan, the city of Almaty, just like her whole family.
Father and mother loved their children very much and took care of them in every possible way.
My father worked hard to not only feed his family, but also give them a good education.
The mother worked as a manicurist to make her husband’s life easier. However, her eyesight deteriorated and she had to quit her job and become a housewife.
Nikara was one of twins and besides them there was a younger son.
The family lived amicably, although finances were sorely lacking.
Nikara’s father is a believer, but was not baptized. He humbly prayed despite all the difficulties. He was a patient and calm person. His voice was low, it was enough to speak in a raised voice, and the noisy house immediately became quiet, as if the house was completely empty.
Their mother was strict, although she tried to be gentler with the children. She herself grew up in the same strictness, but she did not want her children to grow up in exactly the same severity in which she grew up.
Nikara and her sister fought over every little thing. When the mother’s word was not heard, the father intervened. Of course it was rare, but as they say, it was accurate.
As Nikara, her brother and sister grew up, Nikara became more withdrawn, while her sister, on the contrary, loved communication.
The younger brother began earning money from an early age. As soon as I graduated from school.
The girls, on the contrary, went to college after school, but despite this, they never went to work in their specialty.
Thus ended childhood and began teenage life.
– Remember? Komsomol member, athlete and simply beautiful…
This is how almost any story usually begins, but no!
It wasn’t about Nikara. A young girl who, from an early age, was different from others in that she was always a loner, but at the same time was interested in the universe.
School and college did not bear the fruits necessary for a good life, the friends that everyone dreams of, the love that one dreams of at 16 years old.
She often wondered about the earth, its creation and many other things that had to do with what was happening around her, not limited to geography and science.
As a schoolgirl, and later as a student, she tried to find at least one best friend.
Nikara was a pillow to cry on when one felt alone. She was a good listener and supported, but she didn’t know how to give advice…
However, she herself was deprived of such an attitude from her pseudo-friends.
But don’t think about it, sometimes she was invited to go for a walk.
– Remember the jokes? A beauty and a terrible friend.
It was about Nikara. But only as a terrible friend.
Her mother often told her:
– Nikara, you run after your friends like a shadow. Every time they call, you immediately drop everything and go to them.
– As much as you need their help, they don’t have time.
But Nikara answered her mother:
– Who should I be friends with and date? They are the only ones who are friends with me.
So the years flew by, friends came and went when it was convenient for them, and Nikara decided that it was better to be alone.
And so, Nikara, her brother and sister, already matured, entered adulthood. It happened like this…
Her sister gave birth to a son, got married and divorced, but loved her ex-husband very much. A couple of years later he died of a heart attack. She never found love again, but she met an older man, who later turned out to be a scoundrel.
The reason for their breakup was that he hit her so hard in front of her son that she started having convulsions in the hospital, she was in a position from him, he, knowing this, still raised his hand.
He gave her gifts and then demanded them back, but at that moment she needed money and she took it to a pawnshop, for which she received it. He himself promised to take care of them financially, but she never saw this. At the same time, he forbade her to work in every possible way, relying on his financial stability.
Nikara’s sister left him, but she lost her second child, and later it turned out that the child was deformed. During pregnancy, she herself felt unwell, could not eat or drink, and lost a lot of weight.
But she wasn’t the only one going through a difficult time in her life.
When the younger brother of two sisters went to work, he met a girl. Married early.
There were only two marriages. The first broke up due to the betrayal of his first wife.
The second marriage broke up because both were careerists